last few days!

I am always confused, there are a zillion things I want to do, from writing, film making, and photography, to the next big online idea or a near dreamy gaming park! never really found out what I WANT to do.

At 15 I was on the verge of starting my own business, web, mobile and phone based orders for vegetables, and groceries , we ran a field test, but I was booed and made to give up, they said I was a kid.

At 17 i got a 95.6% in my twelfth grade, and a call letter from the premiere engineering institute in the country, i threw it into the thrash bin, people called me mad,

At 18, i joined a film & media school, I wanted to be a writer, a film maker, for three years i tried learning the art , but eventually got sucked into the mad rat race after money; i was working on two jobs, sleeping in the college studio, and marketing a college magazine idea all while getting enough marks to keep the top grades.

At 20 when most friends jumped into jobs via campus placements, or scraped into universities to study, I kicked my self out of interviews with my rhetoric, no I am not a communist! Actually I tried my hands at being an entrepreneur, publishing a youth magazine, well first time not so lucky.

At 22 I am working for a US based It firm in India, writing for their clients, on a zillion topics, and I so want to get out of all this, I am not sure what I want, thats the biggest question, may be I want money but thats not all.
Clue less, Lazy, and may be a lill retarded. Right now the only thing constant in life is procrastination. I need change!

Everyone Loves You

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I'm just an ordinary man
I wasn't born to be a soldier in a foreign land
Now I'm a prisoner of war
I don't know what I'm fighting for
You tore me from my simple life
To die here naked

That was so cold
Cold
Just like the lies that you told
Cold
Nothing but ice in your soul
Cold
The side of you nobody knows
Cold
And everyone loves you

Too young too innocent to know
How far your master plan would go
You crucify the name of God Love!
Is nothing sacred

Damn you're so cold
Cold
Just like the lies that you told
Cold
Nothing but ice in your soul
Cold
The side of you nobody knows
Cold
And everyone loves you

Microsoft's Vision

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-GB&playlist=videoByUuids:uuids:a517b260-bb6b-48b9-87ac-8e2743a28ec5&showPlaylist=true&from=shared" target="_new" title="Future Vision Montage">Video: Future Vision Montage</a>

It's fun to know what the world over companies and individuals are working towards. And when Microsoft comes up with a video on how it sees the world tomorrow using it's technology, well for me it's a must watch. :)

Dil mera uljha hua hai, Tu magar hai bekhabar,

Dil mera dil mera dil mera
Dil mera…aaaaaaaaaaaaa
Dil mera dil mera…
Dil gira kahin par dafatan,
Dil gira kahin par dafatan,
Jaane magar yeh nayan,
Teri khamosh zulfon ki gehraaiyaan hai jahan,
Dil mera uljha hua hai wahin kho gaya,
Tu magar hai bekhabar, hai bekhabar,
Dil gira kahin par dafatan,
Kyu gunj rahi hai dhadkan,
Jaane magar yeh nayan..
Sipiyon ke honth se,
Moti chalak rahe hain,
Gazlon ki sohabat mein,
Geet bhi behek rahi hai,
Samunder lehron ki lehron ki,
Chadar odh ke so raha hai,
Par mein jaagu, ek khumari,
Ek nasha sa, ek nasha sa ho raha hai,
Tu magar hai bekhabar, hai bekhabar..
Dil gira kahin par dafatan,
Kyu gunj rahi hai dhadkan,
Jaane magar yeh nayan,
Khushbu mein lipte mausam,
Teri khamosh zulfon ki gehraaiyaan hai jahan,
Dil mera uljha hua hai wahin kho gaya,
Tu magar hai bekhabar, hai bekhabar,
Dil gira kahin par dafatan..

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L4YER CAKE

"If you seek peace, plan 
for war." 


"Life is so fucking good I can taste it in my spit. "

rockNrolla

People ask the question... what's a RocknRolla? And I tell 'em - it's not about drugs, drums, and hospital drips, oh no. There's more there than that, my friend. We all like a bit of the good life - some the money, some the drugs, other the sex game, the glamor, or the fame. But a RocknRolla, oh, he's different. Why? Because a real RocknRolla wants the fucking lot.

Johnny Quid: You see that pack of Virginia killing sticks on the end of the piano?
Pete: Yes.
Johnny Quid: All you need to know about life is retained in those four walls. You will notice that one of your personalities is seduced by the illusions of grandeur - the gold packet of king size with a regal insignia, an attractive implication towards grandeur and wealth, the subtle suggestion that cigarettes are indeed your royal and loyal friends, and that, Pete, is a lie.
Johnny Quid: Your other personality is trying to draw your attention to the flip side of the discussion, written in boring bold black and white, it's a statement that these neat little sergeants of death and in fact trying to kill you and that, Pete, is the truth.
Johnny Quid: Oh, beauty is a beguiling call to death and i'm addicted to the sweet pitch of its siren.
Johnny Quid: That that starts sweet ends bitter, and that which starts bitter ends sweet.
Johnny Quid: That is why you and i love the drugs and that is also why I cannot give that painting back. now please, pass me a light.
Pete: Oh you are something special, Mr johnny quid.